Whizzkid

Diva Boss thinks I'm darn brilliant for some reason. In a rare moment alone with her on Friday she asked me if I was still enjoying the job. Of course I was diplomatic and said I'd be happier on Monday when our real training will begin and she agreed that us 'trainees' (makes me sound younger, non?) are wasted doing the menial work we've been doing so far.

I said, in all honesty, that I just hope I can retain all the information and she said: "I have no doubt in your ability, I'm expecting big things, you are my whizzkid..." Gulp - no pressure then!

I'm wondering how long it will be before someone discovers that I am a total fake. Not in the acting like somone I'm not stakes, but the fact that I really don't work as hard as I appear to. Sure, I'm always tap-tapping away, but it's never work. Is everyone like this? Is that the perk of the job? Look like you're working an no-one bothers you? Yes, maybe that's it.

So tomorrow, we get to start real training, we're being taught all sorts of legal mumbo-jumbo and I'll admit, I'm looking forward to it. This job could take me somewhere if I let it. I'm going to try and muster up some passion for it, and see where that takes me.

I can only ride the wave and see if I fall in or propel myself onward, can't I?

In the meantime, I will just bask in the praise of my hero, Diva Boss, who positively terrifies every human being in her path. Ooh to own it like that... *shiver*