Choose your future. Choose life.

I am in two minds about the whole BB 'twist' at the moment. While I am in love totally with the idea of Nikki and Pete being in love, Horseface Grace is really getting to me with her self-satisfied bitchiness. Of course this makes for fabulous viewing but I had hoped she would have learned something, the girl has no remorse! How Mikey can find that attractive is beyond me.

Lea's been really quiet and doesn't seem very happy, so thank god Richard and Imogen joined the gang. Why do they all hate Aisleyne so much? She seems perfectly ok to me, I'd be friends with her.

Anyway, just one more week to go and we'll know the winner for sure, though it's pretty obvious who has already won it hands down, standing on his head. I'm still backing the Underdog that is Nikki though, she'll always be my favourite BB contestant, ever.

Talking about BB has taken my mind briefly off the butterflies in my stomach. I'm so nervous of the future, we really truly don't know what is next and that is scary - but it's so exciting! I've decided to choose life this time and I truly can't wait.

Plane tickets to Marrakech, one-way with British Airways: £106 - it'd be rude not to.